so my boyfriend (if one more person tells me to stop whining because 'at least you have one' i will fucking stab you.) finally takes time to message me (its spring break, ive been missing him like hell) and i was so excited. he said he had missed me so much and i told him i had missed him too, of course. (i know i sound so white girl and stupid and dramatic, but i promise im not usually like this and im just really frustrated and sad) then he tells me hes just been playing video games the past few days. that nice, boy stuff. but he couldnt take a few minutes out of his day to check in? see how im doing? tell me how hes doing? idk. anyway, my parents had just gotten home so i told him my answers would be slow for a few minutes. so he just says to text him later and leaves. i messaged him that i was free again but he was already gone. video games. of course. my first step-dad was a video game addict and would always smoke weed and play games all day instead of working. he basiclly starved my family for years because he had too much pride to let my mother work but was too lazy to work himself. i get it, boy thing, but i hate to see that in a person. i mean, fuck. im so upset. i didnt even bother to use nice grammar XD ugh!