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halierae
Halie
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Umm I'm kind of an adrenaline freak... You know, roller coasters, motorcycles, para-sailing, guns, etc.
Dear Ms.Havens... 
I haven't been able to write.
It's not that I haven't had time...
It's just that I can't do it.
I don't understand. 
It just came so naturally...
But then again, I don't feel that way,
Anymore.
I'm no longer...
Angry.
At myself...
At the world.
I came into Millennium believing...
Just believing that the world was out to get me.
I can't trust anyone.
If you can trick others, you're the best.
I'm broken and I don't want anyone to feel like that,
but I want those responsible to
Feel.
My.
Pain.
Love isn't love. Love...
Is sex. 
Boys want sex.
Stay away from boys.
Unless you want sex.
Girls hate me. 
Girls hate me because I have boys.
I'm a never-ending nightmare.
I live in a never-ending nightmare.
My dad hated me!
Why else would he never call?
Don't. Trust. Anyone.
I...
Was so wrong.
My mind set was so off. 
I just haven't been able to write since
everything changed.
I'm just so...
done.
With that.
You can trust people. 
Not everyone, 
but a few people.
The world is not filled with hopeless liars.
Do not attempt to deceive.
Deceiving is not who you are.
It's so hard to do it because it's simply
Not.
You.
The world is not responsible for your pain. 
Do not be angry at the world for something it
Never.
Did.
Love, 
Is only what you make it out to be.
You don't need sex to love.
You've never had that,
You don't need it to feel amazing.
Sex is for the future. 
Keep it while you still have it.
Girls are just like boys,
They're human.
They misunderstood what I had.
I had friends.
I misunderstood what they thought.
I didn't understand.
You're not a horrible person.
Life...
Life is beautiful.
Your dad doesn't...
Hate you.
He's mentally ill.
He couldn't call if he wanted to.
You can't blame him.
Not even when you sat 
every day
in that damn hospital room.
Waiting for him to just wake up already!
But when he did...
You almost wish he hadn't.
because he never remembered.
You.
But he had never been there anyway.
So just... 
Let it go.
You can trust people. 
Not everyone, 
but a few people.
Ms.Havens.
I trust you.
I just wanted to tell that I found out...
I can't force myself to write.
I have to let it come to me.
I've been focused on all the bad...
Now that my life has changed,
I haven't been able to recognize my feelings.
This year I found trust.
This year I found truth.
This year I found clarity.
This year I found love,
understanding,
friendship...
This year I found life.
This year...
I found trust.

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RavenWay Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave
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WajaGirlCS Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch ;v;<33
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Lissomer Featured By Owner 6 days ago   Writer
Thanks so much for the watch! :heart:
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oboroten Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014
Thanks for the fave.
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Love-To-Share-Stock Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you very much for faving my stock images. Happy creating!
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balliehead Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the :+fav: !
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manlymarshmallow Featured By Owner May 20, 2014
tallulah really appreciated the fav :) thank you human
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rchaem Featured By Owner May 17, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the Fav my friend. If you Like thats my Facebook page with my Arts www.facebook.com/rodrigochaema…
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SeptemberSkies2298 Featured By Owner May 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for the fav bombing :hug:
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halierae Featured By Owner May 7, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I only do it if you deserve it =)
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